I'm Happy to be me !

What an Energizing, Vibrant, Lovely, Amazing life i have..

Kiss the Baby

So pure..so addorable, like a little angel..
sleep my nephew, sleep tight
aunty prays, that from of you will comes out
a wise, awesome, great man !

I bet this is delicious

When my soul talks...

“I’m not the silly romantic you think. I don’t want the heavens or the shooting stars. I don’t want gemstones or gold. I have those things already. I want…a steady hand. A kind soul. I want to fall asleep, and wake, knowing my heart is safe. I want to love, and be loved.”
— Shana Abé

Cherry Blossom

A cherry blossom, name for the flower of cherry trees known as Sakura ! Cherry blossom is a symbol good fortune and is also an emblem of love, affection and represents spring. Cherry blossoms are an enduring metaphor for the fleeting nature of life, and as such are frequently depicted in art.

and now, in love with "my cherry blossom"
Grows as one thing that i called "beautiful"
being deeper day by day, and more beautiful....
but its too far... couldnt reach it, couldnt have it
But its have something special to be shared.

Being with .., takes me to a place that i called miracle,

cherry blossom, pls forgive me my weakness
but i dont know why
need you by my side,
cant you feel my heart beat so, i can't let you go.
want you in my life

Cherry blossom, keep growing in me please...

I Love you THIS MUCH !

"How much You love me ?"
somehow that's the big question that always comes to my mind...
and this song suddenly start in my heart.

..and Lord, I want to know YOU more
Deep inside my heart i want to know YOU
Lord i want to know YOU
To feel YOUR heart and know YOUR mind
Looking in YOUE eyes stir up within me
Cries that say i want to know YOU.

"How much YOU love me, Lord ?"

He said ...."I love you THIS MUCH"

another love song...

And when you see the bright morning sun smile at you
When you feel the gentle breeze of the wind caressing your face
When shower of rain asking you to dance in the street
When the beautiful color of the wild flowers greet your way
And the little sparrow hops by your office window
You know Somebody is whispering a gentle message in your heart…
“I love you.”

To the Best "Dad" ever...

Wake up very early this morning, heading another 2 hour drive..
Just to make sure can catch you up for light breakfast together !
How much I miss you...
YES Really miss you...

Miss your smile...
Miss the way you talk with me
Miss the way you look at me

Here's your little princess come..
Little princess turn to Lovely lady now..
Asking your smile, asking your hug,
Asking your quality time for us !

Your the best ever, Dad !

Cappucino !!

He is my cream
I am his coffee
and we poured together...
We turn into SOMETHING !

Talking to d wind....

“Let everything within you rise and blow on me — your spirits, your secret desires, your kindness and your compassion.
It’s time for you to be the best possible human being that you can be!
You need to explore what it is you really want to do
just thinking about it all should help you explore what it is, exactly,
that the universe has brought you here to me”

a lovely pray...

Dear God, thank you so much for bringing us together as a couple. We know that you have a plan for our relationship, and we invite you to forgive the past self-centeredness, come into our lives and relationship and direct our steps from now on. Please give us the grace to put you and each other first every day. Make our relationship a blessing to others. But most of all; make it a blessing to you. Amen


*** Fat cookies monster & Dragon Lady Junior ***

You are my wind

I can’t touch you, I can’t grab you, I can’t keep you, but I DO feel you.

You are never away from me, always near me and surround me, like a spirit…

You blow something which I call comfort!

You surround me with what I call cheers!

You direct me to somewhere where I never stepped before.

In you I feel my rainbow.. so please don´t stop blow…

Don’t have to take a time… don´t have to do little or much.

Just blend in and enjoy every phase in our friendship.

Maybe it takes us nowhere. But for sure, deep in our hearts it takes us somewhere we never stepped before.

Calm down, keep cool and blow again. Shine my days!

You dont Hv to GiVe Up

You don't have to GIVE UP to LET Go

Remember !

How it was with you

Remember !

How you pulled me throgh

Yes, I remember

Beautiful VS Pretty

It is often said that many women are pretty but few beautiful! so what's that mean ?? I just curious what is the real beauty !

For me beauty is something that delights the eyes n soul, it can be the joy of a smille as d reflection of a peace heart

Day 2 : Exploring the Beauty of UBUD

So...here's the 2nd day of my trip..

woke up in d morning i push my self to have a cardio with biking up to the mountain and across UBUD. I tell you this is really enjoyable.. biking around the greeny of UBUD hmm sweating but i like it so much !

UBUD-Sayan
Just wondering how beautiful this mansion, how nice is my room. Huge.., there's a nice sofa there, so comfort, nice bed, luxury bath room !!

Lunch at The Mansion
hmm dont know why sudennlt i just fall in love with italian food, today i had a spagethy gratin with salami and mushroom (recomended !!) and cezar salad the mansion! really yummy ! Bon appetito !

Having a rejuvenation massage at heaven and earth spa !
hmmm the jasmine smell so nice..! wonderful !

Dinner at pundi-pundi Ubud!!
Here we go the pork ribs + Apple majito + heineken ! hhahahha what a completed one !

tireddd.... wanna go sleep and enjoy the bed now...!zzzzzzzZZZ

to be continue to day 3 ....

My Long Vacation - Day 1 : JKT - DPS - SANUR -UBUD

Finally, here's come...
my long vacation, just cant wait to enjoy this. Yeah i guess i really need this.

I really enjoy this time, wake up in the morning, after all night packing all my stuff hahaha, yeah i guess i need some special stuff.. (well i just realize that i dont have bikini..hahaha just a swimsuit, well i dont need either, but seems that it will be cool if i have one :)

then i went to dapur coklat, buy some cakes and praline for my aunty, and u know what this is my first experience i enjoying bajaj and damri to airport hahaha.. really really cool !

So this gonna be day 1 :
hhmm talking about sunset, i never want to miss it, so after my aunty pick me up, i just suddenly ask her to take me enjoy my first sunset and finally we choose sindu beach. accompany by a glass a cold coffee float and 2 piece of rumball, what a life it is...

Dinner at KAGEMUSHA.. an aunthentic japanesse restaurant at UBUD. they have a really good Katsu Kare Pork...hmmmmmmm

Enjoy night at Coco Bistro...

hmmmm so relax..... i love it !! the music, the situation.... the drinks, the food...anything ! what a life...

Time to get rest now.. will be continue to my Day 2 !!

My Saturday

I don’t know what it is, but to me Saturdays are filled with such gracious possibility. They are a lovely song what wake me up, a breath of clean air in a claustrophobic world. A patch of crayola blue sky on a cloudy day. and A hoping special night with Ands -- Hmmm Jakarta, March 20, 2010 --

Technically, Saturdays are simply another day to fill up my time breaks in my day planner with more of the same, but sometimes I think I need space, even if it is just in the morning, for breathing. And that is what I hope to make out of this moment.

So, Todays Agenda are : Relax near a hot cup Capucinno, Exercise to the Gym and have a freshing at swimming pool, Shops !! need a black dress gown, Go to the sylist, Call the driver to pick me up, and Meet Ands at 6.00 pm, Dinner at Segarra !! and finally Enjoying the night with Ands !!

Isn't it good ...??? So just Enjoy !

Faithfully

Tonight I saw a shooting star
Made me wonder where you are
For years I have been dreaming of you
And I wonder if you're thinking of me too
In this world of cheap romance
And love that only fades after the dance
They say that i'm a fool to wait for something more
How can I really love someone i've never seen before
But I have longed for true love every day that I have lived
And I know that real love is all about learning how to give
So I pray that god will bring you to me
And I pray you'll find me waiting faithfully

Faithfully, I am yours
From now until forever
Faithfully, I will write
Write you a love song with my life
Cause this kind of loves worth waiting for
No matter how long it takes I am yours
Faithfully

Tonight I saw two lovers kiss
Reminded me of my own loneliness
They say that i'm a fool to keep on praying for you
How can I give up pleasure for a dream that won't come true
But I will keep believing that god still has a plan
And though I can't see you now,
I know that he can
And someday I will give you all of me
Until I find you, i'll be waiting faithfully

Dedicated to my beloved soulmate

Happy Birthday...Gibs !

Happy Birthday, Gibs..

I wish to talk with you, but it's so hard

I wish to walk with you, but seems impossible

Just trust that I am here...

not to guide, not to decide...

Just to be by your side !



wish you a huge hug, blessing and favor on Your day (17-03-2010)

Your bday present still unwrap !
Enjoy the trip ! take care always



note : Thanks to donamor for the great poem, i made a little bit change for him.

Dreaming The Impossible

We have a God who delights in impossibilities, and who asks "Is anything too hard for me" ?

seems so easy to read that quotes above...but why for somehow we loose our dream..just let it drop away.. of flushed away ! When i was a kid, i dream that someday i will be a beautiful stewardess, flying around the world...., when i was in elementary i dreamt that one day i will be a great doctor, wore a white dress and glasses..then working in the biggest hospital.

One day,...i saw my aunty, She is a great career woman, She's so powerful that could make everybody obey her, even she rules lot of man on her team. That picture is so clearly comes up my mind. and since that i decide,....yes i want to be a powerful woman ! i will build my career !

Somehow as a human, we lost our once great passion for the impossible, and we stop expecting the impossible thing. We just become a common human !

But me, as a woman, i know that God's already given me a multi talent, so.. i choose not to quit ! I want ti exchanging the ordinary me for the extraordinary me !

The adventures begins with simple faith, being confident that God is who He says He is, realizing that we have only begun to know Him, Resting assured that He will reward those who diligently seek Him and believing that He will be found by those who desire to find Him !